i've got the devil on speed dial !

I don't know -- I feel like I need somewhere to blog. I was thinking of starting my own blog to vent and share photos, but I'm not sure. I feel like I'd be the only reader. Haha

Anyways, summer is here.. whateva. My best friend broke her thigh bone a few weeks ago and I basically have no one to hang out with. It was kind of exciting at first, since I was thinking.. okay that's alright. I'm going to work on being more independent this summer - doing things by myself. & I have been. But I can't help but feel lonely and insecure, you know? I think I might have to get used to it. I mean, I walked around the streets of London for hours alone.. I don't remember feeling lonely. Maybe that's because I didn't know anyone there..... I can't even figure myself out hahaha



I don't give a fuck if it's summer. Lately I've been wearing alot of black and grey. I love it.


I want a DSLR.




I've recently started to bow down to Hedi Slimane. Besides his AMAZING past collections for Dior Homme, he's also a really great photographer. his photos are really inspiring.



I think I'll take more trips to the city this summer. i mean, i don't take advantage of it.



i want to gain so much weight. i really hate being skinny.... i don't think it's attractive at all >< wahteever.


my grandma just called me on the phone and told me to be good like 100 times hahaha. and she said it's "no good" that i'm alone haha.. i'm not 6 years old grandma ;D






okay. this is getting redundant.t

J